I told you I get some pretty amazing emails from readers and this is none the less, one of them. Please be sure to read all the way to the bottom. I need your help when your done.
You're right, I've been living in quiet desperation, non conscious of my union with divinity, lost and bound by my own mind.
As a child, our concept of reality comes primarily from values and actions of our parents. What they say becomes truth, what they demand becomes our understanding as law, and we believe how they treat us is love.
Whooo, no wonder I couldn't love anyone or allow anyone to love me.
What I knew of love was highly dysfunctional. You were right again, I did have competing intentions in all area's of my life.
I wanted success, I wanted love but I was unable to receive it. All of my decisions and actions have not supported my goals for myself but were truly congruent with how I saw myself deep down inside.
Truth is when I did what you said , (Closed my eyes and tried to picture my home business in five years and even myself being free from all that has held me back) I couldn't it see it clearly.
I am incredibly grateful for these recent discoveries that I now realize have been unfolding since the change of my relationship with (name withheld), probably even sooner. (It reminds me of the foot print story-Just when I need God the most, but only saw one set of foot of foot prints, it was then when he was carrying me.
Have I mastered this entity called the painbody? Nope, not yet. I know bad days will arise and I will seek out the painbody unconsciously, but I have been given the gift of awareness which can only co-exist with unconsciousness for so long. As Tolle puts it, "The painbody finds awareness quite indigestible." I know i will be o.k.
When the student is ready, the teachers will appear. I'm not sure which of those role's I held after I read this readers message. (This was only part of the email) My heart was touched for them and by them.
Network marketing can be so much more than a business, it's a way of life and even more importantly a road to personal discovery and mastery.
Unlike traditional corporate America, where you can hide behind paper work, tasks, to do lists and upper management or a boss telling you what your duties are, (because you're not willing to take on that responsibility) In network marketing and the free enterprise system you have no choice to live authentically, remain vulnerable & commit to self improvement daily in order to lead others effectively to their own awareness.
Yes there are the how to's don't worry. Realize the masses are looking to be lead. Leaders make more than followers because they are willing to go through the work and pay the price to reach awareness much like the reader is doing through their story above.
It's not easy.
Are you strong enough and willing enough to challenge your current beliefs?
Have you become aware enough through this post to reason with yourself that the rules of which you govern yourself by daily are not getting you the results you desire in your life today?
This work is the road less traveled but is the road most rewarding.
Receiving an email like the one above feels amazing. Although I couldn't share it all with you I can tell you being a bridge to someones awareness is unlike anything I could have imagined it would be. Although it has never been my intention to gain the emotional rewards but I admit it's great :-)
Will you be that for someone in your life & in your business?
I dare you.
No, I triple dog dare you. ;-}
P.S. Here is where your help is need. If you would like share with me your insights and explorations from that you gain from this blog that are geared towards personal reflection and growth feel free to email them to me at: empower4life05 (at) yahoo (dot) com so that I may share it's inspiration with other readers.
P.P.S. If you choose your name and information will remain anonymous.